Good Days, Bad Days

Hi there. I realize its been wayyyyy to long since I’ve simmed and even thought about my sim projects.

I started chemotherapy on 4/27 and unfortunately, had a very bad reaction because I developed an infection. That meant I had to be admitted to the hospital because infections and chemo are a very bad combo. So I was in the hospital for three days and then I was having trouble with sleeping and withdrawing from school because there was no way I could finish the semester on a good note. Very frustrating.

Then, this past week I went to visit my mom because my dad’s side of the family is too overbearing. They only seem to focus on the negative side of this disease and it makes them worry, which makes me anxious and emotional. Spending mother’s day with my mom and a few days with her was peaceful and relaxing. But, of course this past weekend I had to run to the ER due to new symptoms that came up that I need to monitor.

Then today, my second cycle of chemo got rescheduled because my white blood cells were too low, so that was a long day haha but I did have a good day finally. I seem to have really good days, but then I have those bad days. But, I’m hoping to get a lot of simming done this week! I’ve been working on the next installment of the simself legacy and couldn’t be happier 🙂Plus, its something positive in my life and can’t focus on the negative as I’ve had to repeat to many of my family members. I’m hoping to be around a little more now.

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3 Comments on “Good Days, Bad Days”

  1. Oh wow, continue to fight that battle, girl! It sounds like it’s been difficult and stressful, but it also sounds like you’re doing a damn good job at continuing to fight despite that and that’s a totally positive thing to cling to in and of itself!

    I get why your dad’s family would be concerned, but gah, it’s never helpful to be more stressed and anxious than the person ACTUALLY undergoing the experience because then you lose the ability to provide them with the support they need. I hope they’ll come to realize that soon. Luckily, it sounds like Mom is a breath of fresh air though so I’m glad that you had the opportunity to hang out with her too.

    Both the goods and bads will continue on, but hopefully the goods will start creeping up on and outnumbering the bad! >:)

    Looking forward to seeing you around more ^_^

    • bethysims says:

      I’m definitely trying! I was just discharged again yesterday for being in the hospital. seems to be a reoccurring thing, but I’m hopeful for the next few weeks will be good. But, I have my second chemo on Wednesday and we’ll see how it goes.

      Thanks for the concern too 🙂 Its been a trying month, I have to say.

  2. Pinkieposh says:

    Hi! Just dropping by to say hi and that I am hoping that you had overcome the most trying times. Another mother’s day has just passed. I pray for strength and happiness for you and your family.


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